Better Mood Today

Well, I'm in a much better mood today. Not perfect...anger feels like having a three day hangover. It's not something I am practiced at dealing with. I guess everyone has their pity party from time to time and it was my time. I think about removing my blog entry from yesterday but maybe it's good to remember how crappy I can feel. Nothing has changed....not anyone to hold my hand through the rough times....but somehow for some reason I just keep surviving. Sure makes a person wonder about karma and free will and destiny and fate. One thing that has me baffled is that if I am working through a past life, what the heck did I do to deserve the crappy things that happen to me now? I must have been a real devil spawned bitch. Not good.