Worth Holding On To??

Written to me May 29, 2004

Risky

When you think you’ve found something worth holding onto
Were you reaching for attention, hoping she would notice you
Collecting bottles and thrown-away cans
Like she was returnable
One day would refill your hands
How she loved you, all you imagined
Fit so well into your plans
Maybe one day soon
It’ll all come out
How you dream about each other sometimes
With a memory of
How you once gave up
But you made it through the troubled times

Pining away every hour in your room
Rolling with the motion, waiting til it’s opportune
Sitting there watching time fly past you
Why do tomorrow
What you could never do
How she loved you
All you imagined
All the shit you put her through

Maybe one day soon
It’ll all come out
How you dream about each other sometimes
With a memory of
How you once gave up
But you made it through the troubled times

And it takes a lot of nerve to ask how she is doing
Start with a weak foundation, you will end in ruins
The way the days and hours pass you’ll never understand
Falling like rain through your hands

Maybe one day soon
It’ll all come out
How you dream about each other sometimes
With a memory of
How you once gave up
But you made it through the troubled times

You were, you are and you will always be the most beautiful thing to walk into my life. Your my girl, a pearl of a girl, who makes my head whirl and my toes curl, lol! All's well that ends well, my love is back where she belongs and thats all there is to tell. *softly kissing your eyelids* You should be asleep cutie. Now we have all the time in the world.

-- muah